Right now I am...
...tired and sad and hopeful and disappointed and confused and frustrated and bored and impatient and apathetic and busy and looking forward to things to come and not looking forward to things to come and sad and glad and self-loathing and sleepy and undersexed and overworked and underworked and uncreative and uninspired and overly analytical and overly sensitive and insensitive and introspective and unsympathetic and spaced out and ungrounded and unsure and aware and unaware and lost and right here and indecisive and expectant and unmotivated and uncomfortable and full and unsatisfied and satisfied and pleased and cold and numb and not wanting to be right here right now or right now anywhere else or right here any time else and wishful and pessimistic and torn and empty.
before - after
host - new - old - profile - notes
"You, you give me something...something that nobody else can give..." - 2009-09-19
Why are eyelashes so attractive? - 2007-09-23
Why now? - 2007-09-17
Chyea - 2006-12-29
"We'll be painting, deep down hoping, that the best summer ever will never end... - 2006-08-17